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Sunday, December 7, 2008
Retail therapy? ///// 10:40 PM Went for almost 6 hours retail therapy today, feeling super good after that. I can't believe I needs retail therapy to heal my mood! OMG. But anyway, yeah, wasn't feel totally alrite thou. :\
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Saturday, December 6, 2008
To be or not to be? ///// 11:31 PM Someone whom lives in my familiar environment have been always asking other people, questions like "how do people find me", "how do you find her", why this why that. Seriously, if I'm you, I don't and won't wanna know the answer at all cos for sure, me, myself will know that it will turn out to be negative. Argh. :O And seriously, why would you wanna care what's the personal view or opinion for others??? So what if personA dislike personB, and personC dislike personA? I mean, are you going to do anything about it? If you are so afraid of others spreading words about you, den in the first place you should watch your words and behaviour too. I can't remember the exact saying of this Chinese proverb, if you did nothing wrong, you won't be afraid even if you don't shut the door at night. One thing for sure, if you wan others to respect you, respect yourself and other people around you first. Don't understand what I'm trying to say? Please recall what you did behind the back of people. Why? To attract attention or gain sympathy? If it's one of the reason I've mention, den too bad, you fail to do neither one, but on the other hand, you gain the hatred of the people around you. Please, try to grow up. :) When I don't confront you face to face, it doesn't mean I accept what you said or let it passed, it's just that I don't see the needs to be bothered about such childish issue. I don't mean any harms by blogging this, but if you think I'm talking about you, please go ahead and confront me, I will be more delight to admit cos I'm waiting for that chance to happen. Simple enough.
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Friday, December 5, 2008
Loosen up!? ///// 10:37 PM I need some fresh air.
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Sunday, November 30, 2008
Weekly summary ///// 10:33 PM Been feeling quite moody this few day, no idea why either. ... Friendship, personally I think to maintain a friendship, it takes two hands to clap. I was expecting people around me to tell me that, "you've changed". Cos from the first day till to dates, it has been almost 3weeks since I left and join a new environment. Throughout the weeks, whenever I return to my part-time workplace, there sure to be a saying going on, "wow you've changed!". In what way have I changed actually? From the bubbly cheerful me to the restless and moody me? It's not the job that changed me, it's rather the environment thou. My mind are kinda empty and brain cells being used up when it comes to weekend, as I just wanna have a good rest from all. Just when I was about to step into the peaceful weekend yesterday, a good friend told me that we have nothing to talk anymore, probably because I've new friends thus there's not a need for her existence. At that time I was feeling amused yet disappointed. I've no idea why those words can actually came from her, as all along I've been trying hard to keep track of what's going on and trying to be active with the communication. Even when it's late night or early morning, I will always get back to her regardless whether am I awake or asleep. What's more ridiculous is that I even make the trip down from Location 1 to Location 2 at late nite (those like 2am) just to ensure she's alright, and watching the group having bowls of noodle... And like, going home after that? I mean travelling all the way just to ensure this friend is alright and doing nothing after that is kinda ridiculous, at least not in the bad way. I believe everything happen for a reason, I've no complaints with what I did and no regrets of what I choosed. I won't deny I learnt alot throughout this 3 weeks, and the KTV and dinner last Friday was very enjoying for me. Sim always tell me to treat NTC as a house and not workplace. Yes, trying to and I hope I can do it. Some colleagues may be hot-tempered, but it can't be helped either as I'm kinda sotong still (ya... they forbid me to eat sotong during meals, hahahaa~) It's not about learning to cope ur job well, it's rather learning how to love and enjoy ur job instead... Been in quite a confusion recently, really. 1 after another blows and hits, heart is sanking and on the rock of falling off. I don't know how should I express out. Should I just keep mum about it or say out what I thinks? Life is really... *sigh*
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Saturday, November 22, 2008
Quick update! ///// 12:49 AM A short and quick update of myself. It's been 2 weeks since I joined this new company. Things wasn't easy to get on hand, thousand and million of things to memorise and alot of bad habits I've to kick away. Luckily Serene is patient enough to 'survive' my STM (short-term-memory) till today. Haha, she was saying it's very tiring to talk to me. Heh. Seriously, I really admit I have poor memory... But still trying very hard to survive in this coordinator roll. Yup. Colleagues was nice and helpful, majority are friendly and give in to me too. Had a welcome treat from them last week at Ichiban @ Great World, that was the time I saw Jolene too. What a small world! Singapore is really small alright... Sim lonbang me to MRT station today, while on the road, we actually chatted about work. He actually gave me alot of advises and ask me not to stress up too much (as he can really see I'm stressing up for the past few days). Even when I'm not really into those hardware of a PC, like UPS, Rack Mount, 3com switches, KVM switch etc... I mean, in my normal life, I DON'T COME ACROSS ALL THIS ITEMS at all. So eventually all this turned into "alien" items to me and it took me quite awhile to be familiar with it. Thus, I'm actually very touched by what he said. He mentioned if anyone raise their voice at me regarding work, just let him know, he will fight it out for me. And he even told boss to 'protect' the coordinator, cos this post have been changing quite a handful of people. It's really very touching, and served as a very big encouragement for me to carry on. I don't mind stress, as well as I've mentally support by my colleagues. Had a few lunch kakis too, they are really cute la. I mean they don't look like those who will say jokes, but eventually turned out to be the funniest. Haha. How amazing! And, environment really changed someone. To date, I've learnt alot of things that are important in life. The responsible of carry out every tasks beholds me. The needs of saving up for rainy days... And alot more. AND!!! Next friday I'm going to have a company informal dinner with them and probably going St James to club after that. WAH LAO. I really don't know what to say. Haha. Quite looking forward to and... Erm, I really don't know. I seriously, honestly is paiseh lor. :D I know, even thou this path I took is tiring... But I must carry on, cos I should have no regrets. :)
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